I never even saw him for a week before he passed. He sat there in that bed, sick and dieing. I couldn't get to him and say farewell, say goodbye. To tell him I loved him and that he was a great grandfather.
I've been having an emotional day apparently... My friend signed up earlier and when some stuff went down I kinda freaked easier than normal, I've gotten dramatic way too much over stuff and to top it all off... I Started remembering my grandfather, who was with me for alot of my life but died from cancer just the other year. I had a silent moment of crying on this last walk to internet, just having memories come up.
So... I'm going to say this so everyone knows... I am autistic. Not in the way that I'm mentally disabled but in the way that most things don't click right in my brain. I may have problem cause of it but everyone has their problems... and problems can be solved. We are all equal to one another and no one is better or more valuable than another.