hello, i just thought that it could be useful to let everyone who knew me, that i will be officially leaving this site now. i will not be coming back due to soon to come events. so contacting me through discord will not be working either, so farewell. i will remember all of my friends from here 'til i'm not anymore.
Hey, i'm sorry for everyone who cares for me, and for all of my friends here, but i'm leaving this place for good, if you want to be in contact with me, please check my profile, my discord should be in there. Othervise, good bye. I will miss place.
It's funny how love can heal, protect, make you feel.. Great. And as much it can hurt, expose you to danger, and just make you feel dead inside. I would for once, feel the love that, Does not hurt me. I don't understand why would anyone deserve to be hurt for caring, supporting and just Being there for another? It's so hard to Keep my head above the line of drowning in my sorrows as my demons keep pulling me deeper.
i would appreciate that people would stop taking my time with starting roleplays with me and always suddenly quitting, i see these people on the pile almost daily. and i sometimes stay up really late waiting for a response. but please just.. let me know if you want to quit doing those roleplays instead of just, vanishing and making me feel like a complete idiot.
why must it be like this, every time i manage to make a great friend who i care for and want to stay by their side, leave. everyone who makes me feel important, special, gives me will to fight, and makes me forget about the bullshit that is my life, go away. i have broken down so many times, and so many times i have managed to fix myself, but now.. i think it's time to let go