Samurai Kai
  • "Ironic it is, to start your training on the field. Only to die on it. Now I understand what they meant by calling us pawns. It's like a giant board."
    I'll teach you to be happy. I'll teach your grandmother to suck E G G S.
    jackfoxtrot
    jackfoxtrot
    I told you I’d shoot. But you didn’t believe me. Why didn’t you believe me?!
    I don't roleplay. I don't have time for it, and I have no motivation to write. So please don't ask. Thank you.
    Family doesn't mean shit if they treat you like shit.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Family and blood don't necessarily mean one in the same. You can be related by blood to someone, but family is those you truly care for, and who truly care for you.
    Samurai Kai
    Samurai Kai
    Very true.
    I can't believe this October will mark 2 years that I've been at my job. Aha, that's impressive. How many more I wonder?
    Blödhgarm
    Blödhgarm
    Congrats, and I know how you feel. Christmas will be my 3 years with my current company and it doesn't even feel like it.
    We frontline workers deserve 1 or 2 months worth of paid vacation after this is all over. Not all at once, but whenever.
    I wish those who need to be strong, strength. Those with a broken heart, to heal. Those who are lost, determination to carve their own path.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    I wish you the same. They sound like things you hope for yourself.
    I don't even think my ex even loved me lmao.
    diamondreaper
    diamondreaper
    an EX is an EX for a reason
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    They never do. And it's one of the hardest things to accept about parting ways with someone, realizing that the love, the passion, you felt for them, was one way. And it hurts as much as the breakup itself. You feel you have lost them, but really have only lost yourself.
    Innominatam Nomad
    Innominatam Nomad
    But we all do!
    Samurai always lived like it was their last. In fact, they always envisioned the many ways they could be killed in battle to prepare for that very specific day. They harboured no fear.
    Seeing young lovers reminds me of how blind I was to the heartaches I would experience later on..
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Yes. I see couples in general and feel so jealous and alone. But I look at them and remember it probably won't last anyway. They don't care about one another in the deep way my shattered mind distorts it to be. They seem happy and adorable. But I remember when I was happy and in love, too...many times...I see the past repeating itself, and it's hard to figure out which hurts more, being alone or heartbroken.
    Samurai Kai
    Samurai Kai
    You are so right! Bang on, I know what that's like.
    “You know his love is not enough,
    You know it isn’t what you need,
    You know you’re made of finer stuff,
    I think on that we’re all agreed.
    It’s time to leave him in the dust,
    It’s time to be who you should be!
    It’s time to do now as you must!
    And set the music in you free!!!”
    Starting to appreciate and love the woman I am becoming. The climb to becoming is most important, however.
    Innominatam Nomad
    Innominatam Nomad
    The journey you take may be the most important part of all - it is what ultimately refines you into who you are. However you should always take pride in your accomplishments and for however far you've come thus far. May your feet never tire on the long road of self improvement - strange as it is, I'll be rooting for you.
    Samurai Kai
    Samurai Kai
    It is not strange to me at all. Thank you! I tend to self reflect when all is quiet, especially late at night!
    Innominatam Nomad
    Innominatam Nomad
    You don't find it odd when weird strangers cheer you on from the sidelines? I'd be suspicious of ulterior motives from the onset.
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