Xanubis The Hyena
  • That moment when you're waiting on a package, and you keep hearing a car on the road, but it's the some random car. I've seen this damn black minivan go in and out of the neighborhood like seven times in the past couple hours, and it's driving me insane. I want to torch that stupid minivan.
    I like storms. The smell of the rain, the moisture and energy in the air. Plus no direct sunlight. I prefer it to clear weather any day.
    Driving down a back road, behind this tow truck towing a car. Some moron stops in the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, forcing me and the tow truck to slam on our brakes. There was plenty of driveways they could have pulled into, but no. Why? They were picking somebody up. Tow truck blares its horn, a guy tells the driver to fuck off. Later, they turn down an intersection. Tow truck pulls over. I think somebody's getting towed.
    PlayStation blasphemy: take a third party 1MB PS1 card, swap out its insides with a third party 64MB PS2 card. Who makes this thing? What is its actual capacity? Is it PS1, or PS2?
    Dreams are weird. I just woke up from a dream where I was on here, actually, checking things, and in my dream I see I have a message from an ex of mine I still miss, though their name was wrong for some reason. I instantly recognized their pic, though. My heart jumped so hard, and it's still racing even after I've woken up and realized it was just a dream.
    (Dang, send already. My phone's been having huge issues and won't connect worth shit.)

    Eating my own words a bit about crickets chirping. If the very first thing someone messages me is about RP, or even within the first few messages, there's a very strong likelihood that I'm not going to respond, or outright block them, depending on my mood.
    Hot damn, the site is usable again for me; about a week or so ago, I logged in and the interface was totally glitched, and I decided screw it, I'm done anyway, I'll just take a haitus seeing as I can't do anything. Well randomly I'm reminded of certain things, and log in once more, and it's back to normal. My bad. Should have tried logging out and back in. Only missed one alert for a thread. Crickets still chirp.
    So I just woke up from a dream I was a dragon in the middle of Africa for some reason, fighting rhinos and dinosaurs to very loud and awesome rock music inexplicably playing in the background. Mostly jumping up and slamming my tail to them and sending them crashing into the ground, or duelling with my horns. I'm sure it has nothing to do with all the Spyro I've been playing lately.
    Whew. Nothing like an emergency run outside at like 12:30 at night because it's starting to pour rain outside, and I realize well shit, I think my windows are down on my truck because it was perfectly clear and warm earlier today. Also great because the window crank on the driver door is broken, and I was having to use my shirt to grip on either side of the window to get it up, fighting it the whole time. I'm soaked.
    I don't know why I keep looking up videos of car accidents. It's interesting to watch them happen, as well as seeing the damage afterward, but it's hard to watch at times. I feel myself flinch on some of them. Some of them make my heart skip a beat and I feel the impact.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Hell yeah. Accidents are not fun. And there are absolutely idiots out there who will get you killed. It doesn't matter if you drive perfectly and follow the rules, other people won't always do what THEY'RE supposed to. Trust no one on the road but yourself. You're in a flimsy metal box that weighs over a ton, going X miles an hour.
    Samurai Kai
    Samurai Kai
    Very true. I'm going to be a new driver myself >.<
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Awwr? Well not to daunt you - driving isn't bad once you get used to it. It's scary at first, but in time you'll get more comfortable, especially when you drive the same car for a long time and trust the way it feels. It becomes second nature. I'll gladly give you some tips, should you like. It's all pretty basic, though. And don't worry so much about driving tests; realistically, you'll forget about half of it.
    So I beat Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night finally after several hours. That game was a pile of fucking garbage. Love the story of TLoS, but god damn, just watch it on YouTube, this game especially. I'm surprised my controller made it, and it did so just barely. I wanted to smash that thing in half.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    (I've also had a headache the past few hours, no doubt from the amount of frustration. The bosses in that game are hard as shit compared to the others.)
    That weird, sad feeling you get when you're finished with a game you're really into. That strange sort of limbo of like...well, what now? Meanwhile you want more. It'll be even better when I finish the last game, then it'll really hit and my brain will reject that it's over and that's all there is to see of the game verse. No, it can't be over. NEED MORE.
    diamondreaper
    diamondreaper
    that's why dlc and sequels exist but yeah beating dying light made me cry
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    To be fair, I'm referring to PS2, so DLC is out of the question. Especially since the last game was 2008. Unless it gets a remake, remaster, or a sequel, it is what it is.
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    negativecharge.
    this is a part of the reason i do not play story games.
    "I'm just going to buy like a couple things at best and get out, I'm not here to blow my ass", I said to myself.

    Two Spyro games, Lego Batman, a fancy controller, and $103 later...
    Is hacking a game that has the worst RNG ever really hacking, though? After grinding a fight at least a hundred times for one fucking thing that isn't even supposed to be rare, and still the game will NOT give it to me, I say fuck you to the RNG and it's a glaring flaw in the gameplay. Still feels like bitching out, though.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Like I'm playing Sonic Battle on GBA, mind you. And if you've played it, you'll know the RNG is complete SHIT. The cards are totally randomized, and just because you already have one doesn't mean you won't get it again a million times. It's supposed to be RANDOM, so why do I have like six of every card except the one I want? I'm wasting my life at this point. Fuck you RNG. Hack, done.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    God damn, by the way. That moment when now that I have all the cards, I spent about an hour developing and testing the absolute most OP Emerl build possible and then face him (as Sonic), and still manage to beat him in one try. Granted I got my ASS kicked. 10 life Survival, lost 8 of my lives and my ninth was on a sliver. Literally any standard character could only kill me maybe once or twice, usually cheap 1HKOs.
    WOW, I just had a major and impressive fail in GTA IV. So I was in a shootout, and fired a rocket launcher at an Enforcer. There was a police car in front and was trying to hit the van behind it, and fired just barely in front of it. The rocket bounced off the van, then off something else off screen, and I was looking to see where it went, and I see the rocket flying along the ground straight toward me and I blow up.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    I usually die in the most BS ways, but I'm not even mad about this one. I'm still reeling from that one. God I wish I had capture equipment, that was perfect.
    Irrelevant BS I think about in the shower: How come the 2000's were called "two thousand and (X)", instead of "twenty oh (X)"? It's not like in the 1900's, people said "nineteen hundred and (X)".
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    (Rip, I said nineteen thousand before editing it to nineteen hundred. Maybe I should get my brain straight before asking.)
    Never get together with someone if you are not comfortable yet, and never let anything rush that. Less than a week ago, I got together with someone I didn't even fully trust because they were threatening suicide. It was a huge mistake, and in less than a week, this is sorely not working between us. And the worst part is, I KNEW this was going to happen, even when we were still just friends.
    Samurai Kai
    Samurai Kai
    Threatening suicide is a form of manipulation
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    They've hung it over me once since then, but it wasn't because they were going (or saying they were going) to do it that I got together with them; it was only after I had talked them down, although I did get together with them because I worried they would do it again anyway, and wanted them to have someone to live for. I've come to realize they should live for those who care, regardless if love or friend.
    Flank
    Flank
    Geez, that's a huge problem you got yourself in. Hope you find a way out, and both of you end up ok.
    I remember being so proud to 100% the first Lego Star Wars back in the 00's, solving the puzzles and buying all the stuff. It took me forever. And now I come back after at least a decade since playing it, and do it again in just two nights, granted nights, not even playing it during the day hardly. Little kid me sucked. There was only one level where I had trouble finding the secrets, even then it took me an hour.
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    negativecharge.
    don't have any of those games anymore i think.. having given away my older consoles, or throwing away as they broke
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Rip Negative. I grew up with the first Lego Star Wars (the one with episodes I - III only, plus one bonus mission in IV) plus the first Lego Batman, and I played both to death. It's been at least since the very beginning of the 2010s the last time I've played either. I started playing Batman a few nights ago, but one of the missions freezes. So Star Wars instead. It's crazy how much smarter I've gotten either way.
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    Leslie
    Yeah, all the Lego games were always the best. They were a big part of my childhood
    Who am I anymore? Why do I care about people?
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    Leslie
    I think you need to set goals for yourself. You may feel better once you achieve those goals
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Maybe. I spend so much time hurting because I feel like I'm meaningless and just want to feel special to someone, meanwhile I'm 22 and still legitimately don't know what I want out of life besides seeking another. My only real drive to find someone I matter to, really matter to, and hunker down with them and help them with whatever goals and desires they may have, but have none of my own, besides them.
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    Leslie
    That doesn't seem like it would be a healthy way of living although I do the same. It's always good to have your own goals apart from other people
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