Xanubis The Hyena
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  • I like how the AI in Most Wanted 2005 can make sharp corners while barely slowing down, in a car with garbage handling. Meanwhile me in literally the same damn car because I got it in a pink slip, on the same corner I saw them fly through like it was nothing, I have to slow down a ton, use the handbrake, and nitro out of there, and that's considered "nailing it" for me. AI is bullshit, man.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    (And still I end up gently smacking into the wall with the side of my car, meanwhile the AI could have made it as sharp as possible, faster than is even possible as a player.)
    The struggle of being bored/lonely and wanting a good ERP partner, yet at the same time, wanting a friend who's not just a smut zombie. And having met so many of the latter, you don't trust anyone and assume everybody only wants one thing. It's a strange catch 22 to find oneself in.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Wait fuck, you say she's not around anymore - like, dead?? Yes I fucking knew her!
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Answer me! Is she fucking dead! Her and I were really fucking close! She and I had been talking for weeks, and her and I had really hit it off! She even told me I was her best friend...is she fucking dead?!
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    I KNEW there was something wrong when she disappeared. It wasn't like her. I waited for days and days for her to come back and just say her computer broke or something, or she was busy...Dead...? I feel sick inside...I'm not sure how to handle this...Her and I were fucking close. I cared for her...I had feelings for her that now will never go realized...
    More BS adventures in Most Wanted 2005: Doing the last set of milestones, last 13 minutes, get 850,000 bounty, blah blah. I do all that, and try to do the bus station to escape, because screw doing it legit. Well two Corvettes make it up with me, fuck. I go back down to shake them off me, immediately get swarmed by five others and get busted. Well there goes the last 13 or so minutes of my life.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    The stupid part of that is usually, the AI sucks and can't make it up there with you on the second level, and even when they do, they just fall out the other side. Fucking TWO cops at the same time make it up there with me, forcing me to go down, and then I get busted in like fifteen seconds, after doing all that shit for 13 minutes. My luck in games is not good, man.
    Got to love Need For Speed's rubberband AI. I'm playing Most Wanted on PS2, facing a boss. On the last lap, they screw up, and I look back and straight up see them with the nose of their car in a wall at a dead stop. I never crash, and yet they still manage to catch up to me and overtake me. Fuck this game.
    Why do I still dream of you?! Why do I still miss you?! God damn it! Yet another fucking dream of an ex of mine. Once more I dream of seeing them again on here, where I met them. God damn it, my heart is fucking racing here yet I feel so alone and depressed. I want them back. I want to see them again. I need closure. But I'll never see them again. They'll never return. Why do I still love you, you hyena fuck?
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Oh my god this was a bitch to send. It let me keep typing way past the character limit, which never used to happen on the other phone. Maybe it's an update? Either way, I kept trying and trying and deleting stuff like ten times.
    Mia_Emo
    Mia_Emo
    Im here for u
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    I apologize about this. Last night I had another dream about an ex of mine from two years ago I'm still (clearly) not over, and I freaked out. I just miss him hard is all. I still obsess over him to an unhealthy degree, yet don't know how to make it stop.
    Excited to have a phone that works so much better now, but now I'm back to the same old problem. There's nobody to fucking talk to. I'm back to square one. Glad to be back, but damn. Now I feel like a ghost again.
    New phone; my connection issues are finally over, after about a month and a half of constantly losing service. It is glorious.
    That moment when you're waiting on a package, and you keep hearing a car on the road, but it's the some random car. I've seen this damn black minivan go in and out of the neighborhood like seven times in the past couple hours, and it's driving me insane. I want to torch that stupid minivan.
    I like storms. The smell of the rain, the moisture and energy in the air. Plus no direct sunlight. I prefer it to clear weather any day.
    Driving down a back road, behind this tow truck towing a car. Some moron stops in the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, forcing me and the tow truck to slam on our brakes. There was plenty of driveways they could have pulled into, but no. Why? They were picking somebody up. Tow truck blares its horn, a guy tells the driver to fuck off. Later, they turn down an intersection. Tow truck pulls over. I think somebody's getting towed.
    PlayStation blasphemy: take a third party 1MB PS1 card, swap out its insides with a third party 64MB PS2 card. Who makes this thing? What is its actual capacity? Is it PS1, or PS2?
    Dreams are weird. I just woke up from a dream where I was on here, actually, checking things, and in my dream I see I have a message from an ex of mine I still miss, though their name was wrong for some reason. I instantly recognized their pic, though. My heart jumped so hard, and it's still racing even after I've woken up and realized it was just a dream.
    (Dang, send already. My phone's been having huge issues and won't connect worth shit.)

    Eating my own words a bit about crickets chirping. If the very first thing someone messages me is about RP, or even within the first few messages, there's a very strong likelihood that I'm not going to respond, or outright block them, depending on my mood.
    Hot damn, the site is usable again for me; about a week or so ago, I logged in and the interface was totally glitched, and I decided screw it, I'm done anyway, I'll just take a haitus seeing as I can't do anything. Well randomly I'm reminded of certain things, and log in once more, and it's back to normal. My bad. Should have tried logging out and back in. Only missed one alert for a thread. Crickets still chirp.
    So I just woke up from a dream I was a dragon in the middle of Africa for some reason, fighting rhinos and dinosaurs to very loud and awesome rock music inexplicably playing in the background. Mostly jumping up and slamming my tail to them and sending them crashing into the ground, or duelling with my horns. I'm sure it has nothing to do with all the Spyro I've been playing lately.
    Whew. Nothing like an emergency run outside at like 12:30 at night because it's starting to pour rain outside, and I realize well shit, I think my windows are down on my truck because it was perfectly clear and warm earlier today. Also great because the window crank on the driver door is broken, and I was having to use my shirt to grip on either side of the window to get it up, fighting it the whole time. I'm soaked.
    I don't know why I keep looking up videos of car accidents. It's interesting to watch them happen, as well as seeing the damage afterward, but it's hard to watch at times. I feel myself flinch on some of them. Some of them make my heart skip a beat and I feel the impact.
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Hell yeah. Accidents are not fun. And there are absolutely idiots out there who will get you killed. It doesn't matter if you drive perfectly and follow the rules, other people won't always do what THEY'RE supposed to. Trust no one on the road but yourself. You're in a flimsy metal box that weighs over a ton, going X miles an hour.
    Samurai Kai
    Samurai Kai
    Very true. I'm going to be a new driver myself >.<
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Xanubis The Hyena
    Awwr? Well not to daunt you - driving isn't bad once you get used to it. It's scary at first, but in time you'll get more comfortable, especially when you drive the same car for a long time and trust the way it feels. It becomes second nature. I'll gladly give you some tips, should you like. It's all pretty basic, though. And don't worry so much about driving tests; realistically, you'll forget about half of it.
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