Too many love songs. So many other stories that could be told in music but they have to play that BS on repeat. Sing about your existential crisis, the horrors of war, or bring awareness to the neglected lives of diverse demographics, not this generic love drivel that creates social pressure to seek someone out and end up with either a bland or abusive family life.
The struggle of being bored/lonely and wanting a good ERP partner, yet at the same time, wanting a friend who's not just a smut zombie. And having met so many of the latter, you don't trust anyone and assume everybody only wants one thing. It's a strange catch 22 to find oneself in.
sometimes when I'm heading to bed I hear my mom's voice saying "Good Night" or my younger sister's voice saying the same thing despite being the only one living in my apartment. It's gotten to the point where my anxiety has caused me to lose weight. I want to be able to talk to someone face to face without having some sort of derogatory comment or remark directed at me.
"Soon Crassus will command and we will face his Legions on open battle. We stand in the shadow of greater might. Of their Republic every man and every woman and every child condemned to the darkness of slavery. Force to do their will for more coin and position can see their fortunes grow beyond need or purpose... Let us teach them that all who draw breath are of equal worth." ~ Spartacus~
More BS adventures in Most Wanted 2005: Doing the last set of milestones, last 13 minutes, get 850,000 bounty, blah blah. I do all that, and try to do the bus station to escape, because screw doing it legit. Well two Corvettes make it up with me, fuck. I go back down to shake them off me, immediately get swarmed by five others and get busted. Well there goes the last 13 or so minutes of my life.